If the sickness didn’t kill me then the conversation between Kara and me would have killed me and that was for sure. “Oh, tiny girl!” Johnny walks in, interrupting the intense discussion between me and Kara.Īnd I was really thankful to him for coming into the room. “Do you like Malcolm?” Her sudden question made me choke as I started coughing while hitting my chest to get a hold of my self which did work because i stopped coughing after a while. “How does it feel like to be carried in the arms of Malcolm? Because I literally haven’t been given an opportunity like that.” She says. She took some step towards me and smiled. “What do I want?” She started laughing again as she turned to look at me now. Her back were facing me so I couldn’t see her face. Well, you wouldn’t have being in this room if not for me. I closed the door behind us and turned to look at her. “You look….okay?” She started laughing as she pushed me out of her way and walked into the ward.

She titled her head to the side and a smirk played at the side of her l!ps. I stood up to my feet and walked over to the door, just as I was about to open it the door was pushed open and there she stood. I think it’s time for me to chase after him now.Īll I just have to do is to keep fighting… Malcolm has tried really to get to me but what did I do…? I push him away…. My palm were trembling as they held unto the necklace. I unclenched my fist and saw my mom’s necklace lying on my palm. Warnings that might provide a better solution to all this shit? I want to forget everything and be with him. I had heard those words from him before he left. This time around I wasn’t the one to run away….he was the one who ran away. I look over at the closed door but saw no one.

I opened my eyes as soon as the door closed. “I’m sorry.” Those were my last words before I left the ward. Tsk, funny how I can’t seem to escape from that title. I should disappear from her life and just be the Malcolm that she was expected to work for. Men do have feelings so of course, they have every right to cry. They do say that men don’t cry but I don’t think that’s possible. I squeezed her hand gently as the tear rolled down my face. Maybe she wouldn’t be here but be somewhere else…īut the word ‘if only’ meant nothing but regret. If only I had respected her decision and stay in the dark… If only I didn’t get to find out that she was mask girl…

Heartbeat necklace with ruby heart